Always a good day. (via ahlowhee)
Why do people hide their true selves when you first meet them? Why do people act so nice and affectionate…at the start? Only to get close enough to get what they wanted… only to get close enough to not care either way. It’s so frustrating. I’m not a piece of food. You can’t just one day decide to try me and pretend to like me even if it hurts you to swallow. You can’t just suck it up until you decide to spit me out. I don’t understand how people can do that to other people and be able to sleep at night. I don’t understand how it works or how it happens. And it is sooo messed up when it does happen…
And then you find yourself repeatedly asking yourself “What did I do wrong?” You go from being on top of the world to being at least 6 feet below the surface. All in a matter of months… maybe weeks. The shorter time it takes to happen, the less it affects us. But then there are those people that drag on… And it’s those people that puncture your spirit and make you say “is this what’s become of us?.”
One minute they are begging for your attention and the next, they could give a shit and instead you find yourself longing for their attention. A single glance in your direction. A simple “hello. Are you still alive?” And I find myself wondering why people long for other people that could care less. It doesn’t make us feel better. And we know we’d be better off with out them. And then our regret free lives become ” I wish I had never even met them.”
The real question is, “who did you meet in the first place?” The person from day one, or the asshole that won’t give you the time of day anymore?
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